I love you so much, it hurts to know that the future and unfortunate things we must think about rear its' ugly head. I hate the fact that when I think of this, I cry. I get upset. I think to myself, "I can't loose you. I refuse to let you go. You're mine. You're my happiness. My love. My affection. Mine. You were made for me. I don't want to be alone again. Take me with you. Stay with me, don't leave me here alone again." I don't want to be unhappy, and by myself again. You, are the best thing to ever happen to me. I can't get bored with you. I can't stay mad at you.
The way you show affection is so beautiful to me, if I didn't have it, I know I'd still be in a vicious cycle of regret. I regret nothing when I'm with you, I'm scared of what I need to be scared of. I've grown to love myself as much as I love you. I don't know if this is the hormones talking but I want to give you everything I am so we can make this work like we talked about,
i want to be your fiance one of these days.
i want to be yours forever.
Even if I have to wait for you to say you want these too, I will wait for however long it takes. Because you are worth it to me. you are worth more then gold, diamonds, and oil in this lifetime.
I will wait.
It will be ok.
We will make it.
Because We love each other. You love me. I love you.
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